guilty.
what do you do when one of your best friends boyfriends are caniving skeeving lying dicks. when you sleep with him and he wont let you confess to your bestfriend.
they werent together at the time. so it shouldnt be that big a deal that he should threaten to kill himself if i tell her.
im an honest person. i cant take this guilt.its been eating me alive for months.
and i miss my best friend.
so how is this only my fault when it takes two to tango. and i didnt even know they liked eachother. he didnt tell me till an hour after we made that horrible mistake.
i dont care about him. i only care for her feelings.and i dont want him, i have my own amazing boyfriend now.
but my biggest fear is ,im afraid shell hate me; and i cant blame her for it.
i dont know weather i tell her or just let it go.
the bigger person in me tells me to tell her
while the cowardly lion in me tells me to never tell her.
what the fuck do i do
and while this guilt eats at me my hate for her boyfriend grows.
Anonymous asked: Hey, im the guy you've never noticed but I've noticed you. I've noticed your beautiful red hair, your lips, your smile your curves and those gorgeous blue eyes with golden flakes, I've seen cry to often. I over here your relationship problems and how guys are dicks, and i agree we can be, but me I'm just i guy that noticed a beautiful girl with a broken heart.
this.
is the sweetest thing anyones ever said to me.
thank you anon<3
